GET LOST!

PLEASE!!

I WANNA SLEEP!
I WANNA STUDY!

CAN YOU JUST SHUT UP
AND DO WHAT YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO DO?

PLEASE!

I BEGG YOU!

STOP MAKING ME PISSED!

How I wish!

HOW I WISH?
I wish I will never meet u,
Mr. Lipton Tea,
but sometimes,
I dont regret or hate you..
because, besides one or two of my friends,
you are one of the one who really know me VERY WELL!
thanks for everything, seriously.. (:



HOW I WISH?
I wish I could meet you earlier,
Mr FLOWER,
seriously,
I dont know how am i going to feel,
or react on the day when u gonna leave ):
You are really awesome,
thankyou for always be right beside me! (:



HOW I WISH,
From JAN 2009,
I didnt get to change into this school,
SMK SBS~
Seriously, i regret,
being in here,
not being myself..



HOW I WISH,
I wish i could brainwashed myself,
so that,
all those stupid memories will disappear!

I dunno you will read this or not,
but yea,
ITS MY BLOG!
i write out what im thinking,
so if u dont like it!
just leave this web!
thankyou (:

hmmm, its been a long time since i really blog ha..

life still go on like normal,

but i realise,

those days when people tell you tat,

you are his / her best friend,

its all lying..

thankyou for showing the truth.

where you rather believe others people,

than me , the best friend you used to say,

isnt it funny? haha

you rather believe those bitches,

saying tat i went around brain-washing people's mind,

telling people how bad are you,

and how good am i?

come on, wth?! -.-

you know me for a freaking long time,

and now you just believe what those bitches said,

and dont bother asking me?

hahha..

anyway, these are all flashback,

now, i dont give a damn anymore,

you scolded me bitchy bitch,

its okay,

i dont need to call you so as you are stil my friend,

im not like you,

so sorry! haha

okayy, i think its the end for this post,

gtg! (:

Well i really dont remember

when did WENDY's story ends,

but anyway,

" you will never know the truth,

because you chose to believe those

who dont know the truth..

But, you will have to pay for

what you did,

what you scolded,

and also what u believe in!

PAY FOR IT! "

I asked you to stop, but you didnt!

Dear Tears...

Can you please stop dropping?

From xinyuan!

阴天，不一定会下雨。
分手，不一定最伤心。
憎恨，不一定会一辈子。
失望，不一定是绝望 。
面对，不一定最难过。
孤独，不一定不快乐。
拥有，不一定要厮守。
沉默，不一定是冷漠。
失去，不一定不再拥有。
失败，不一定会放弃。
奇迹，不一定不出现。

只要这一秒不绝望，下一秒一定会有希望

这些话，

我到底能在什么时候领悟到？

下一秒就会有希望？

我想，

下一秒，

我已经被打败了．．．

哭过了，

那又怎样？

第二天还是回到来，

问题还是会存在，

我，

能不能就这样放弃？

又没有人能够告诉我？

也许，

我根本重来就不该做这样的决定，

原以为朋友们都能给我鼓励，

为什么，

后来，现在，

我却一直在鼓励自己？

对，

也许我并不是个很好的领袖，

也许我比你们谁都来得无能，

可是，我已经尽力了，

再坚强的人，

有一天也会倒下，

而我，

也就会随时在这里，

这个点上，

倒下......

做自己，真的很难...

我只想做我自己，能开心的大笑。

不需要担心太多的事情。

这样，真的有那么难吗？

你们都有自己的理由，

所以我把所有东西都推到自己身上，

觉得那是我的责任，

因为你们不能做到，

所以我必须做到．．．

在我完成了的那一刻，

你却走过来告诉我，

告诉我你有多么的不想要这个工作，

告诉我你有多么的压力，

还要我想想你为什么会这样．．．．

我真的不知道应该怎么面对你说的一切，

难道我真的做错了吗？

是我的错吗？

如果是，那我不也应该埋怨自己并没有选择的权力吗？

难道这么久以来，

我说做的一切都是错的吗？

难道真的是这样吗？

原来，我在你眼了，

是那么的无能，

那，我也无话可说了．．．

接过了这个棒子后

就发现自己就没有好好地睡过，

也从来没有因为一个人所说的话而感到，

很压力，很无能.....

你，做到了！

开心吧？！

我现在唯一能做的，

也许只有不去在乎你的存在吧

因为任何一个不在乎自己的人，

根本不值得我为他付出。

Its about attitude

I do have real friends,

I do have close friends,

do i need to inform you?

do i need to ask for your information?

if you hate my blog..

just go away,

i dun give a damn...

just dun post stupid comments.. thanks